no that’s not right -
not hoping. Not anything. Just coming back to consciousness to find I was nowhere specific but maybe it was better there.
Not even imagining.
It’s not at all unpleasant.
The occasional thought, an observation. Boredom prevails. Nothing is interesting.
Well at least I have never seen my town from this angle before. An alleyway I’ve never walked down, the slant of the sun -
but look: a gesture, a body, a desire, something waiting, willing linkages, subtraction is the opposite of addition, division is the opposite of multiplication.